Jeri's Journey

12/7/19 Today is December 7, 2019; and I do not have a job. I feel less than because of this circumstance. I will do some processing with this circumstance, and see what I can come up with. Circumstance: Not getting a job Thoughts: I am unworthy, why taking so long Feeling: worthless, unable to do for my family Action: Feeling sorry for myself, thought diarrhea Result: no forward movement, feeling unworthy, no change These ideas do not have to stay in my mind. I can change my mind, my thoughts with a flip of a switch. I have had three interviews. Two jobs I did not get. One was 50 minutes one way, so it is good that I did not get that job. And the previous one didn’t seem like a good fit. Today, I had a dream that I worked online, and I was happy. And I got the job I really wanted. It was so real, I could feel the freedom in my work, where I was able to talk to people online or on the phone when I was able to. And I was flexible with my work. Lord, what does that me...

12/3/19 Lord, today you provided a roof over our head, food to eat, and a friend to share a walk with. Thank you, Lord, what a blessing! B came this morning and asked if I wanted to go walking/hiking while watching eagles. I was so blessed. It has been warmer the last few days, and the gray skies with white clouds and faded sun peaking through was a lovely backdrop to see the magnificent eagles. The eagles’ white tails and heads were difficult to see within the pine tree foliage. The hills across the lake were smattered with white dots. Across the lake, I saw a house with a blue awning, that had a tree right next to the house that was littered with eagles. I could only see white dots, which indicated there was a large family of eagles in the tree. The large, jagged rocks were littered with dead fish carcasses. As we rounded a point of land and larger boulders, the amount of fish we saw increased. Dead pink salmon flesh, fish heads with pointed teeth and fins were splattered aro...